Oh man.. I'm caught in this whirlpool right now.. and it's expanding and expanding and expanding. which to me is a good thing but how many hours in the day are there.

we got our ISSN number from the library of congress so our newsletter is ready to rollout. I'm soo excited but nervous too as this is the work with Missy I'm soo needy.. I mean exactly HOW many needy people do I need in my life. I thought only one and that was by choice and by marriage.

so now my weekend will be filled with trying to pull this together.. and build 2 free sites.. and gather content for the new greenguy projects that rolls out next week.. and get with babyhuey on the chubbyland stuff.

I really should just bite the bullet and go to vegas next week, but I'm so afraid my mouth will still be in chipmonk stage, you never know what could happen and going to vegas with only 800 is like scary. and the drive. and the pulling spud from school for the week when he really can't miss it...but oh the business I could do. Murphy and Charles want to meet, baby huey wants to meet, of course GG and his entire crew.. think of the press... gawd why do I have to 2nd guess everything...
...but I guess I'm thinking that IF I go and my face is still huge or worse my new ones aren't in yet.. I'll be fucked up.. I guess I'll wait and see.

sooo dji at work in her new venture is designing action clothing for bbw women and is going to sell them to REI but wants to break out to other markets as well. she is going to be using the same type fabrics as we use now only making designs that actually MIGHT look good on bbw and since she is one herself..she'll understand the thigh-rub issues, the arm hole issues...etc.

I'm going to turn OMGoddess into a bbw resource site, not that there aren't enough out there already.. pulease.. but it's just fucking sitting there.. and when I have to depend on others it rots..so I'm doing it myself.

we are registering a new domain for total cam girl promoting..and I'm turning it over to MML so he can use it to submit, post etc.. that way I get the cross traffic..and the girls get directed traffic.. instead of going to vegas maybe I should take that 800 and just get a cc processor and make a pay site. too many choices.

my hearing for REI director is set on the 13th.. my mom's birthday.. I thought that was appropriate since she was MY judge and jury always..

just random posting at 2am.. well that's when I started.. see if I was smart i'd fire up my cam and shake my ass..but I'm not and I won't. ok checks coming and if I combine them not too shabby.

OMGoddess what a wild ass time in Hollydomme this week.

UGH spent 5 hrs at the dentist only to find out I need oral surgery as in put UNDER for surgery as it seems the navy dentist when pulling my teeth *before his inadeptness broke one of the front ones off* left the roots of 3 of them in and now I have to have my gums cut open and have them removed. I'm going on Monday for pre-op and then hopefully on tues for the actual cut and strut, a week to heal and then back to put the 2 implants and my bridge on.. UGH.. good thing there are no blow jobs on my horizon. I'd lose my "crown" as the BJ queen.

I caught a glimpse of the furby last night. omg she has 'fixed' her hair, where she soooo looks like a furby with a mullet. Mats of curls in the front and stringing down her back.

we don't do xmas in a traditional way as explained earlier but we do try to go somewhere. I told her 2 months ago, do not buy spud anything and certainly NOT us. Just recycling my money so why bother?? well now last week spud comes to watch tv with me and says.. I wish it was xmas already..I said. why thinking it was cuz G was coming home, or school was out. Cuz I have 2 big packages and I want to open them. Yep.. out on the counter *which prior was filled with fucking fake Indian stuff* sat 2 big packages. Last night.. low and behold 2 more huge ones appeared that say
To: Doc. so this requires me to go to Walmart and by her ass a gift card
UH not. becuase i'm not going to.. i told her NO.. maybe she'll get the fucking picture. i got her a card with a 5.00 starbucks card in it.. more than i wanted but a card is a card. so no fucking presents ..that will teach her ass... to fucking HEAR me when i say NOTHING.

i bought a new bed this week and a really nice chair with ottoman from a guy at work. hopefully it will be delivered by tomorrow *he says today, so i'm hopeful by tomorrow* so i can again have a comfy chair missing my ratty old pink chair that we had in atlanta. and this has a matching ottoman so i can pretend it's a chaise.. whohooo..

These yahoo group girls are a trip n a 1/2. the ever lovely Kate and i have a new giggle fest coming up shortly..should be more fodder. They have a lingere contest going.. well the "popular" girls who run their mouth and talk shit are glomming all the votes, so i registered my Male persona took all the gay stuff out of the profile and registered. then voted for kate!! *pssst kate that's me*.. well don't you know i've gotten 3 emails asking if "i'm" gonna be at the A-bun-dance on saturday?? WTF.. i mean funny as shit.. maybe i'll tell one of the more desparate ones that i just love love love LIME green and it makes me rock hard.. and see if the dumb shit shows up in lime. LMAO.

badddd penney.

Hey tomorrow is our chathost openhouse or open houssie.. lmao.. should be fun.. and quite the gathering..

I'm out..

no music today..