Oh man.. I'm caught in this whirlpool right now.. and it's expanding and expanding and expanding. which to me is a good thing but how many hours in the day are there.

we got our ISSN number from the library of congress so our newsletter is ready to rollout. I'm soo excited but nervous too as this is the work with Missy I'm soo needy.. I mean exactly HOW many needy people do I need in my life. I thought only one and that was by choice and by marriage.

so now my weekend will be filled with trying to pull this together.. and build 2 free sites.. and gather content for the new greenguy projects that rolls out next week.. and get with babyhuey on the chubbyland stuff.

I really should just bite the bullet and go to vegas next week, but I'm so afraid my mouth will still be in chipmonk stage, you never know what could happen and going to vegas with only 800 is like scary. and the drive. and the pulling spud from school for the week when he really can't miss it...but oh the business I could do. Murphy and Charles want to meet, baby huey wants to meet, of course GG and his entire crew.. think of the press... gawd why do I have to 2nd guess everything...
...but I guess I'm thinking that IF I go and my face is still huge or worse my new ones aren't in yet.. I'll be fucked up.. I guess I'll wait and see.

sooo dji at work in her new venture is designing action clothing for bbw women and is going to sell them to REI but wants to break out to other markets as well. she is going to be using the same type fabrics as we use now only making designs that actually MIGHT look good on bbw and since she is one herself..she'll understand the thigh-rub issues, the arm hole issues...etc.

I'm going to turn OMGoddess into a bbw resource site, not that there aren't enough out there already.. pulease.. but it's just fucking sitting there.. and when I have to depend on others it rots..so I'm doing it myself.

we are registering a new domain for total cam girl promoting..and I'm turning it over to MML so he can use it to submit, post etc.. that way I get the cross traffic..and the girls get directed traffic.. instead of going to vegas maybe I should take that 800 and just get a cc processor and make a pay site. too many choices.

my hearing for REI director is set on the 13th.. my mom's birthday.. I thought that was appropriate since she was MY judge and jury always..

just random posting at 2am.. well that's when I started.. see if I was smart i'd fire up my cam and shake my ass..but I'm not and I won't. ok checks coming and if I combine them not too shabby.